Hello there (again)! It's me... :D
For a long time I have been single and unmarried all my life. No children. That is why I am so happy to have my ever-growing family of bonus children. Thank you so very much to my "first borns" who I adopted back in 2021. I thought that I am old enough to be their mum so why not?
It is not always easy either. It is easy because missionaries are grown, I don't need to take care of them since infancy and I can enjoy being their mom for the while they are here and when they go home still if they want to.
One of my lovely daughters from the East Coast of the USA is really a wonderful daughter. She keeps in touch, she is soon going home. She visited me in the hospital with the other missionaries last year. I am so happy I could skip the hospital (or so it seems) this year and the reason is my current family :)
I have the most lovely children here at the moment. I get along with them all really well and they have helped me get out of my depression. They are my vitamins and anti depressants. I think I have never had so many children at the same time that I feel so connected to. Thank you.
They have given me a blessing, they have cheered me up when I needed it. They have invited me to church to activities. I really used to spend all day on the couch scrolling on my phone, many weeks I did not leave home, only for church. You do not see my depression because I smile a lot. You never know about the pains of someone just by looking at them so never judge a book by its cover.
We have had so much fun. We have eaten ice cream in my home, we have played Cluedo (the Swedish version lol) and I have soon finished a scarf that I am knitting for one of them. BTW: I do not take orders lol. hahhah. Well, I have been really blessed. I will never forget all the good times.
I have also tried to help them with the missionary work. I have invited friends, I have become friends with their friends at church and I have tried to be a good example. I am too emotional sometimes so I cry sometimes and/or act goofy. I am not afraid to be myself with them.
I love these children.
We are not perfect but we are a nice family. :)
More later! :)
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